Malaysian author/cartoonist/musician/poet KIT LEEE says he is a "walk-in." To be more precise, his multi-dimensional self - ANTARES NUMl*ON - recalls arriving on planet Earth on December 25th, 1968, as "an illegal immigrant" by "walking into and waking up" in the 18-year-old physical body operated by an Earth native born as "Lee Kit Fong" (pictured left). X-Fileophiles will have little difficulty accepting this as a fairly common occurrence. Apparently a large number of humans are waking up to the fact that they are actually "star-borne entities" on a special mission to reconnect Spaceship Earth with the rest of the cosmic community. But how will the Proton-driving, condominium-dwelling, cari makan-ing Malaysian rakyat respond to this news? To help shed some light on the matter, JOURNAL ONE invited Kit Leee to conduct an in-depth interview with his own "higher dimensional aspect" - Antares. Fasten your seatbelts, ladies and gentlemen!
K: How come I don't remember inviting you into my
body?
A: Do you remember how many times you've lived on
this planet? You could call it protective amnesia - it's essentially a
multi-tracking phenomenon - you don't want cross-talk from your other dimensional
aspects leaking through and distracting you from the tasks at hand. However,
you can be sure of one thing: you agreed to this sharing of neural circuitry.
Without your full consent it would have been-a transgression. There are cases
where weak-willed personalities have been hijacked, taken over, possessed by
some criminal entity. That isn't halal, as they say in this country.
K: Are you a figment of my own overactive
imagination?
A: Well, isn't everything? No, I don't mean to be
facetious. At the end of the day, so to speak, the Imagination is what creates
all realities. Entire universes spring from the Cosmic Imagination. Hindus say
it's only Vishnu dreaming.
K: Does that mean my imagination is no different
than Vishnu's – or the Prime Creator's?
A: It's a question of scale. In fractal geometry,
the proportions are all-important, not the size. If you know the sum of two
angles, you can figure out the third - no matter how huge your triangle. It
could be an imaginary triangle connecting three star systems –
the mathematics is universal. But I suggest we progress from triangles to
tetrahedra: they're much more relevant to our experience of polydimensional reality. Think holograms. It’s a holographic
universe.
K: Of course, it could also mean I'm
schizophrenic...
A: Incidentally, that's exactly how early humans
experienced contact with their gods - through auditory hallucinations generated
by the right halves of their bicameral brains. The early gods were really a more evolved species with sufficient force of
will to project images and, later, commands directly into the psyches of more
primitive species. When these gods began interbreeding with the native primates, their progeny became the first monarchs,
agents of the gods, and were regarded as the only
real individuals -
since the rest of the tribe was still a nebulous group-mind. The word
"real" originally meant "royal." So much for reality. As
for the syndrome labeled "schizophrenia" by psychiatrists, it all
arises from a well-meaning but misguided attempt to define ourselves in terms of
a stable, static, predictable - and controllable - social persona. The "normal'
self is the product of wishful thinking, derived from genetic imprinting and
sociocultural programming. Your name, address, occupation, passport and phone number... all
that is just a convenient coordinate system to locate an individual within a particular
social context. If you view Prime Creator or God or All That ls as the Supreme Personality, you're confronted
with the archetypal case of schizophrenia - simply because that's how the One
fragments into the Many.
K: Heavy stuff. Let's stick with more magazine-style
questions, if you don't mind.
A: Why should I mind? I have no chip on my shoulder.
You're the chap with the shoulders - and the chips.
K: Perhaps I'll quit trying to figure out what's
happening on this planet and start a shouIders'n'chips franchise instead.
A: Provide your own canned laughter.
K: Right, er... Antares... where do you originate? Can I
think of you as an extraterrestrial entity?
A: Everything comes from the One. l appreciate that you
may find such a statement annoyingly vague. But it's the simplest and most precise
response. l know you'd prefer some juicy so-called facts.
K: How about some nice, juicy so-called facts?
A: Sure. The name "Antares" connects you with
stellar frequencies. Antares is also the name of a binary stargate. In Greek it
means "counterforce to Mars (Ares), the divider"; and in Sanskrit it
mean "interlink" (as in “antara” or 'between").
My most recent education was acquired in the Pleiadian star cluster - of which,
by the way, our solar system is part - but I have intimate links with many
other stellar concentrations of Consciousness. Being
multidimensional means one can tune into several "lives" in several different frequency
zones without shorting any circuits, so to speak. Venus is one of my favorite vacation spots in this system, and
Satum is almost a second home. Earthbound science cannot as yet access the frequencies
where sentient life is to be contacted on these planets. Remember, the present range of human sensory perceptions
is extremely limited; and even the most advanced technical devices can only
extend that range a little. Some of you are swiftly mutating, however, and are already able to pick up astral, angelic
and higher mental octaves. You call such individuals psychics, clairvoyants, seers,
channels. Humanity as a whole will experience a dramatic paradigm shift when enough of you let go of your rigid
mindsets: that's the only barrier keeping you caught up in a tunnel reality that's
seemingly futile, meaningless, and purposeless. In truth no external authority can keep you under post-hypnotic control
forever. For most of us, the cage doors of consciousness are already unlocked.
However, many have been "jailbirds" for so long, they're afraid to fly beyond the bars of visible reality.
K: Obviously, you can't stay away from the heavy
prattle.
A: Heavy? This is light stuff. The annual report
of Perwaja Steel - now that's what I would call "heavy."
K: How would you know about the corporate world?
A: Only as much as you know, plus I have access to
the larger context in which these limited-objective games are being played. Glad
to say, it's just a phase humanity has had to pass through. It's almost over, folks.
K: Would it be correct to regard you as my
personal access to the Cosmic Internet?
A: Good analogy. Most of the Universe is already
on-line, except for Earth - which is only now beginning to realize the vast
possibilities of initiation into the interplanetary community. The
Intergalactic Confederation? Not just yet... but let's say it's a matter of
Time.
K: I'm editing out your chuckle.
A: That's fine.
K: Do you have the power to operate independently? l mean, could you coax me into doing something I would not do as the personality called "Kit Leee"?
A: We are NOT separate entities. Since you have
only recently become fully conscious of your higher dimensional aspects, you're
still in the habit of thinking in terms of "above and below,"
"higher and lower" - which is only true in a very limited
sense. The expanded truth is: as your capacity for love increases, so does your
empathy level - and that's the interface where we meet and fuse. Soon there shall
be no visible splice between our programs: the personal and the transpersonal
frequencies will be completely integrated.
K: Does that mean the demise of "Kit
Leee"?
A: I have to point out that "Kit Leee"
never actually existed as anything other than a form of station identification.
Your essential being operates beyond names. It is, to add to the mystery,
ineffable.
K: Ineffable? In-eff-able. You mean unfuckable.
A: I am unshockable. Words, words, words. The more
the merrier in your case - since this magazine pays by the word. So go ahead
and crack your feeble jokes. You've just earned RM1.5O, congratulations.
K: To change the subject abruptly, why are there
still moments when I think the hardheaded pragmatists could be right after all?
I mean, when l read the papers or talk with people, conditions on this planet
appear to be worsening, not improving.
A: Appear - that's the key word. Haven't you
heard? Appearances are deceptive. There's never been a finer epoch in Earth's
history – by which I'm referring to the last 5,000 odd spins around the Sun.
You realize, of course, that the Earth is ready to consciously accept the privilege
and the responsibility of birthing the Divine Child – a brand new humanity
endowed with the intellectual integrity of a Buddha, the physical agility of a
Nadarajah, the compassion of a Christ - in perfect harmony with the Will of
Allah (and therefore muslim in the essential meaning of the term, to be
at one with the One).
K: Sounds too good to be true, what you say. l
meet a lot of people who see life as a scary tightrope walk across an endless
ocean of profound shit.
A: A very amusing and graphic metaphor. Gary
Larson could go to town on that one. The fact that we find it funny means that
it strikes a chord, cuts close to the bone - and, no doubt, such a perception
of reality has been the "norm" for a very, very long time. Don't
forget the Hindus call such a period of hellish darkness the Kali yuga. The
good news is that a large percentage of humans have successfully broken through
to higher consciousness, thereby rendering the experience of pain, horror,
tragedy, and helplessness merely optional.
K: You mean we're free to change channels, so to
speak?
A: Something like that. What has been happening
with you, for instance, can be described as such a breakthrough. Your anxiety
level has generally dropped to an unprecedented level; and you're no longer feeling
chronic hostility towards emblems of external authority. Isn't that so?
K: You're right. But l continue to feel irked by
events occurring on the mundane level. You know, Big Business, Big Government,
Big Con Games like Wawasan 2020 or Agenda 2030. It's hard to keep quiet and watch ecocidal and
genocidal projects being implemented. Look, how can we put an end to horrible
scenarios like the Bakun Dam and blaming Climate Change on carbon dioxide?
A: It's all part of your final exam as a species.
Humans are still wrapped up in economic and political power struggles - because
the direct experience of Spirit has been effectively limited to a handful of holy rollers, hermits, aborigines, shamans, yogis,
madmen, and so on. The last 500 years of scientific materialism and industrial development
were a violent reaction against the preceding ages of superstition and
tyrannical control by various priesthoods. Humans are now ready to find the
right balance between faith and knowledge. Looking at it from a cosmic
perspective, it's not really a question of who's right and who's wrong - or
whether dams or windmills are necessary for your continued development. The key issue is:
what are you striving to achieve, how are you using your energy? Are you
perpetuating a social and economic system where only a tiny minority attains a lifestyle
of unmitigated luxury, while the vast majority continue to struggle blindly,
ignorantly, hopelessly, just to survive? If that is the case, then you have a
moral obligation to swiftly outgrow the fearful, egocentric mindset that
fosters such destructive and iniquitous activities. Just say "Boo!"
and the specter of powerlessness will fade away. In other words, empower
yourself, locate the spiritual center within, and kowtow to no false gods.
K: Easier said than done.
A: Even easier left unsaid.
K: You realize that this conversation could go on
interminably.
A: It does. Isn't it wonderful to have a friend?
K: Damn right. Especially one who doesn't cadge
smokes off me.
A: How little you know... oh well, a habit l picked
up on Vulcan. Right, time for a ciggie break!
19 March 1996 (First posted 29 September 2023)