Monday, April 20, 2009

Where Malaysia is headed (Part 6)

When I was 19 I went through an intense and highly compressed ascetic phase. For about two weeks I lost interest in food, sex and sleep. My mind went into overdrive and kept me in a constant state of excitement. I was absolutely determined to figure out what the hell I was doing on this planet in a human body - and what I had been, if anything at all, before taking birth.

My days and nights were spent reading, writing, thinking, observing everything around me, and discussing my ideas and insights with a couple of close friends. I didn't require much solid food, sometimes drinking only a bowl of soup and nibbling on a Marmite sandwich. Meat didn't appeal to me; often I chewed on some vegetables just to get their essence; and I couldn't be bothered or didn't need to sleep, though I would sit in lotus position and recharge my cells from time to time.

Soon I found my testicles retracting and my penis shrinking to a ridiculous size. All I did was burst out laughing because I suddenly understood why Indian yogis have traditionally subjected themselves to long periods of fasting and abstinence.

It was to focus their minds like a laser in order to cut through the crap of mundane existence and begin to stepdown and receive data from an extended range of the electromagnetic spectrum.

I've written extensively about my early initiatory experiences elsewhere so I'll fast-forward to the moment when, unexpectedly, I experienced a resurgence of my libido. I was absorbing the Sun's energy one morning and suddenly found myself with the most incredible hard-on ever. The word virile  came alive for me as I felt the solar force course through my throbbing veins. I gazed in awe at my rampant manhood, luxuriating in electric ripples of unmitigated concupiscence.

Priapus, Greek God of Fertility
It was as though my libido had died and resurrected itself as a hitherto unknown species of sacred sexuality wherein my own innate divinity was being expressed as a manifestation of the Primordial Progenitor. The Father archetype and I literally became one.

Omphalos stone
From that moment hence, I was liberated from a hundred thousand generations of hand-me-down sexual taboos. In a flash I understood the serpent symbolism underlying all pre-Abrahamic belief systems. The esoteric word kundalini  was unknown to me at the time, but when I later read about the phenomenon I knew it was what had spontaneously happened to me.

The electromagnetic basis of all existence in a bi-polar universe is grounded in the sacred union of shakta and shakti, male and female principles. This simply means that the ultimate goal of yoga - which means "union" in Sanskrit - is conscious fusion between polarities on all levels - from the biological (as in sexual conjugation) to the metaphysical (as in the alchemical marriage between our divine and human aspects).

Tantra teaches us that the ego-transcending act of sexual union is among the most powerful and direct methods of realizing our own inherent divinity - at least when performed as an act of worship by those who have cleansed themselves of negative emotions like guilt, fear and hypocrisy.

However, the erotophobic male priesthoods that sprouted in the wake of Abraham approximately 4,000 years ago have systematically perverted human sexuality with their erroneous doctrines of shame and false purity, wherein celibacy became promoted as a virtue unto itself.

Activation of the chakras above the navel was encouraged as a means to "get closer to God" - whereas activating the chakras below the navel was considered dangerous - even wrong - as it reinforced our animality and focused our senses on carnal pleasures.

Thus was sexual taboo entrenched in the Book Religions which gave rise to what I call the fig leaf syndrome. Humans became schizoid and a great divide separated their inner and outer personalities into private and public selves - with a hardwired conditioned reflex to cover up whatever was considered "private" and exaggerate or magnify everything regarded as "public."

This is why in patriarchal societies like Malaysia, issues of morality tend to revolve around sex. Corrupt and dishonest politicians are tolerated to the extent that they often get re-elected, but they must resign the moment they're caught with their pants down.

In effect, we're being given the message that it's okay to do just about anything - including abduct, extort, intimidate, torture, imprison and murder - so long as we keep our trousers on at all times.

By the same token, anything sexual is subject to strict censorship - no kissing, no nudity, no glimpses of genitalia. However, the worst forms of violence are acceptable: punching, stabbing, shooting, karate-chopping, beheading, crucifying, dropping bombs on crowded cities are all "okay."

Is it any wonder that our police force - and a volunteer reserve force like RELA - has attracted such a large number of sexual perverts and psychopaths? These are men who have been brought up to believe that their sexual nature is demonic  and must be suppressed or controlled through harsh laws. Burdened with chronic guilt feelings, these men harbor a subconscious fear of being assigned to hell after they die. And if you're going to hell for masturbating too often, you might as well go the whole hog and commit rape, murder, brutal torture, the works.

Have you ever wondered why on earth in the 21st century we still have statutes against oral and anal sex? Not only are these activities ominously classified as "acts against the order of nature" - they are also punishable with caning and imprisonment of up to 20 years! Each day that such nonsensical laws continue to exist in our legal statutes, they make a complete mockery of reason and sanity.

Only a perverted male priesthood could visualize a deity dressed like a stern-faced judge who can routinely sentence anyone to jail for up to 20 years simply for enjoying a bit of mildly kinky sex. How can you argue with such a twisted mindset? The keenest legal mind in the world cannot get you off the hook except by proving your innocence beyond doubt or providing a watertight alibi.

The ISA may be an extremely cruel and unjust law - but what about the laws against anal and oral sex? They are utterly insane and totally insufferable. If this Victorian era legislation were to be enthusiastically enforced, I'd venture that more than one-third of Malaysia's adult population would right now be serving time (free at last to enjoy as much anal and oral sex as they can handle, just as drug addicts can always find a regular supply if they befriend the right prison warders).

Infamous arsehole Saiful Bukhari Azlan with Khairil Anus Yusof,
special aide to Najib Razak
But do you think any Barisan Nasional lawmaker would even consider revoking these archaic laws so long as Anwar Ibrahim remains poised to take over as prime minister?

The issue of sexual repression I have raised with this blogpost has a multitude of ramifications. Nature has designed our bodies in such a way that when we attain puberty, a psychedelic slew of hormones are secreted into our bloodstream which accelerate and enhance mental and spiritual growth. But if our early encounters with our own sexuality are fraught with guilt and shame and subterfuge, we shall find it much harder to attain mental and spiritual maturity.

This is precisely why patriarchies are invariably dead against sex, drugs and rock'n'roll - which may be considered evolutionary triggers in the context of modern living. Sexual freedom causes the young to mature more quickly. Drugs (specifically entheogenic substances like LSD, psilocybin and ketamine) - notwithstanding their potential negative side-effects - can facilitate neurological and sensory breakthroughs that provide otherwise unavailable glimpses of ordinarily inaccessible realities. And rock'n'roll  is essentially a code name for any innovative genre of music that serves to initiate young people into neo-tribal states of consciousness, often catalyzing new artistic and cultural forms into manifestation.

Going by the orc-like behavior of our policemen and security personnel, one can easily conclude that what we have in Malaysia is a sex-obsessed society of mental and spiritual retards. The more we attempt to suppress our sexual nature, the more obsessed we become with it. Four thousand years of religious erotophobia have produced only one significant result: the burgeoning of a multi-billion-dollar porn industry.

No sexually repressed society can ever produce great works of art. As long as our collective kundalini  is blocked or forced to express itself through "underground" routes, Malaysia will remain a mediocracy - where mediocrity rules unchallenged.

Think long and hard on this, people... and make sure your children do not grow up sexually repressed!

Where Malaysia is headed (Part 7)


Anonymous said...

wow...phew...thanks !!

Anonymous said...

Don't agree with everything you say. There's plenty of sexual freedom in the West but it's not doing them any good.

Still, one of the best ways to grow and perpetuate a religion is by insisting the followers have lots of babies. And you can't have lots of babies if you're engaging in oral and anal sex. Or homosexuality. Or wearing condoms while having sex (forbidden by the Catholic Church). Or being monogamous.

Anonymous said...

Some ppl are just too restricted by religion when all that matters is good conscience and pure heart. Consenting adults with mature mind and thoughts should be allowed to do what they feel is right. Life should not be govern by religion but rather, by conscience.

Anonymous said...

lots of babies??
dang... don't spoil the topic

Starmandala said...

Anon @ 9:54AM - You said: There's plenty of sexual freedom in the West but it's not doing them any good.Correct. The sexual revolution in the 1960s was hijacked & co-opted by the establishment spinmeisters who quickly realized the threat to the status quo posed by the "Make Love Not War" revolution. So what they did was insert the Herpes Factor (not very original, since they had already introduced the Serpent into the Garden of Eden quite early in the social engineering game). Suddenly, casual sex became a hazardous pursuit - since the propaganda machine declared that there was no cure hor herpes. After a few years the herpes scare mysteriously faded away but the World Management Team were saved by the introduction of a laboratory virus called HIV into circulation - at first among some chimpanzees in Africa, then it spread to humans & has since eliminated several million low-income dark-skinned people. At the same time, secret biowarfare experiments on prison inmates serving life sentences led to many being paroled & spreading AIDS swiftly, initially amongst the gay community & later the man-made disease mutated & spread to the general population. The antidote for HIV has long been available but is being kept under wraps so that the pharmaceutical companies can make a huge killing flogging off expensive slow-acting drugs to desperate sufferers. Once the fear factor was reinserted into the sexual experience, the tantric aspect quickly vanished. Condoms were promoted worldwide, boosting Malaysia's rubber prices, but now we had a promiscuous generation brainwashed into practising "safe sex" (meaning, insulated sex, minus the electrical & magnetic field merger that constitutes the basis of procreation). I know some people in their early 30s who have never once had sex without a condom! The advertising & marketing of AIDS as the agent of slow, painful death injected tremendous fear into the upcoming generations & effectively neutralized the therapeutic, nourishing & evolutionarily positive effects of lovemaking, reducing it to a strictly mechanical in-out process.

So, get out from under that comfy cultural coconut shell of yours & start looking at things from a fresh perspective, minus the prejudice of race & religion (what you're saying has been repeated for decades by those who insist - for want of a nobler cause - on perpetuating a great divide between East & West, Europe & Asia, Christianity & Islam).

Anonymous said...

Good one Antares,
long term exposure to taboos, dogmas and rituals have produced sex obsessed mental and spiritual retards, that are under severe hypnosis.

To wake them up from stupor, they need a timely jolt.


Singam said...

Antares, such clear thoughts expressed so eloquently... I stand in awe!

I guess that must be a metaphysical erection. :-)

Anonymous said...

Wow, what a reaction! I wonder if you misunderstood. I said "Don't agree with everything you say", meaning I agree with some but not all.

backStreetGluttons said...

Are you actually talking about the effects of 2000 years of Islamic misteachings ?

We would agree wholeheartedly

Singam said...

Dear backStreetGluttons,

Every religion is guilty. Even the religion from the land of the Kama Sutra, popularly known as Hindusim.

It could be that the puritanical attitudes of mainstream Hindus came about following the subjugation under Islam and then Christianity. Whatever the case, Hindu society suffers just as much from sexual hangups.

Starmandala said...

Singam, you da very lion I been looking for, great to hear from you & many thanks :-)

Anon @ 1:50PM - My response could have been a misreading of what you actually intended to express. I assumed you were recycling the usual condemnation of "Western values" - you know, sexual freedom, wife-swapping, sex toys over the counter, condoms from vending machines, all the head you can get while you're still in high school,
a semblance of democracy - which we're sick & tired of hearing from Asian tinpot despots all the way from Pol Pot to Mahathir. If that's not what you meant... well, what did you actually mean?

BSG - Islam originated around 622CE, been around less than 1400 years; but it's going through a similar phase to the Catholic Church which in the 15th century was at the height of its evil virulence, torturing & burning heretics at the stake & so forth. And before Christianity there was Judaism which actually has only ONE unique message, i.e., Abraham is God's chosen mouthpiece & his descendants shall rule the earth! At least the Hebrews & Arabs can claim genetic links to the sons of Abraham, Isaac & Ishmael, but what about the Christians, poor things, with no biological links to Abraham - but still contaminated & stupefied by their acceptance of Yahweh as the Father of Jesus (truth is, Jesus or Yeshua has more in common with Lucifer or Prometheus, but shhhh! don't say that in public or you'll get ostracized! :-)

Anonymous said...

About sexual freedom not doing the West any good, just look at the thousands, probably millions, of bastard kids growing up without fathers. It's all slam, bam, thank you, ma'am! Women get treated just as badly in the West. Have a look at this:

Anonymous said...

That should be


Lyndsay Cabildo said...

I like your humour and writing style! Most of the occultist are too serious but you managed to tell your knowledge about occult and other spiritual stuff in a political, casual , and humorous way all together that makes you really unique and fun! Keep it up!

Singam said...

IMHO the sexual freedom bandied about in the western countries is simply another form of servitude. Having had their childhood learning totally screwed, they grow up, appear to discard the shackles and then proceed to live out the screwed up fantasies fed to them by the peddlers of sexual debasement.

Sexual liberation is not about screwing freely. It's about being able to love honestly. That can only happen if you get to grow up without having your thinking distorted by mindless taboos.

Azer Mantessa said...


regarding the chakras below the navels (if not mistaken, there are seven chakras but i only errrmmm like utilize 5 of them so far, yet to learn the other two high above) ... yes, the chakra below the navel ... nearby or i must say, my private thing ... yes i use that ... i dunno why ppl consider it ...ermmm ... dangerous ... but that's how my romantic are derived ... i use that chakra to get this romantic feeling ... i dunno ... i think it has to be romantic bcos some chicks who listen to my ... ermmm ... romantic songs did say sumthing like this:

"Oh Azer! You make me wet!"

I think (this is what i think anyway), regarding the chakras is about how one prefer to utilize them OR in sum cases, how one being manipulated.

Sum may say the chakras below the navel are dangerous thing but control manipulation of it, one can produce something nice like errmmm ... like writing romantic songs. i must say some nice because i think there is nuthing wrong bout being romantic.

i prefer malaysians to be romantic rather crooked. maybe a crooked bridge is built by crooked people after all.

regarding oral sex ... whoaaaaaaaa
i have nuthing against it. my wife is so aware of the importance. it's true that ... a good blowjob a day keeps other women away.

unfortunately, some people misunderstood the word 'blowjob' and a babe was blown for the misunderstanding


Gadfly said...

If I am not mistaken, the chakras below the navel is the energy centre for defending and acquiring territory. It is also the place where our fear, greed and depression are situated or deposited. The opening of the chakras means that the feedback loop formed by mental states( of fear or sadness etc) and the bodily reactions are loosened or broken and waves of energy will travel upwards.

The opening of chakras does not by itself cure all problems. If it is an ethical or relationship problem, we still need to resolve the issue at that level.

Many many years ago, in my fervent pursuit and experiment of the deathlessness, I stumbled upon the experience of kundalini energy during a 10-day Vipassana Meditation, I excitedly reported to the assistant teacher. However, his cold response to my 'great' discovery was something like "So what! No big deal!Go back and practise my method."

He got a valid point lest that those who meditate get attached to it. However, this discouraged exploration and experimentation of spiritual truths. A balanced attitude is perhaps neither to glamourise it nor trivialise it.

Crankster said...

Dude, I can't imagine a time where you lost interest in sex. That must have been serious indeed. :)

Miska said...

Your blog is a pleasure to read and often I find a treasure in your insight.

By examining our primary purpose via evident actions - reactions, instincts, desires, development and evolution - it is not difficult to see what is our functionality set to do. We breathe, eat, sleep and avoid most evident dangers until we become sexually tender. That brings a new order of importance for our actions as we are set ensure that we become sexually significant, trying to fulfill our mating potential within our physical and social capabilities. If we manage to initiate an altogether new instant of life we tend to protect it unconditionally to our best ability. The day we can see our offspring to give birth to a new spring of life we become content with ours getting short.

As such, isn't our natural physique with sexuality as its primary function the most essential and truly sacred component of our being as it is the absolute ingredient for the wonder of creating new life?

And isn't sexuality in its different forms and manifestations generally a constructive force cherishing life in its different forms and manifestations?

As such, isn't using sexuality as a means of discrimination, confusion, political propaganda or financial gain nothing but unholy act against the sacred of life?
The sacred that we have billions of years of evidence all around us.

Elephants, like some other mammals considered among the most intelligent are known to choose inconvenience without benefit for them in an incident that would otherwise cause harm for another mammal like a human. Afterward the wild elephant might engage in casual sexual activity with another bull in its natural habitat. Are we in awe humbled by the noble consideration of the giant creature or sickened by its sexual behavior "against the order of nature" as we might define it?

casper c said...

Brilliant, and the most personal, intimate post so far. It is humiliating for a man to bear his soul, but here it is for all to read and hopefully pick up the insights.

Personally, been out of station couple of days and didn't log on. Right this moment, I'm just going catch up with much needed sleep.
Cheers all and have a g'weekend.

Rizqalisuf said...

ok. just wait when some guy show his real love to ur little sister and then dump her after he gets bored. hope u will smile and show her this beautiful article of urs.

Starmandala said...

Xsilon - The scenario you describes happens all the time, even as I type this, somebody is "dumping" someone else because they fear a "long-term commitment."
Whether my hypothetical little sister gets dumped or dumps her boyfriend - it's all part of a learning experience. No need to get so worked up. The root of the problem is in the dogmatic teaching that only monogamous sex is legitimate, and all other variations are dangerous or sinful. Once you free yourself from this limiting belief, you will find it much easier to live and love authentically without guilt and hypocrisy - and that alone would free up so much energy, it would make emotional problem-solving so much more manageable. The real aberration is the way we lie to ourselves and others about how we really feel. All erotic experience is useful and valid - whether it's a one-night stand or coupling for multiple lifetimes. At least, engaging with somebody on an erotic level is conducive to good health and better-looking hair - doing dishonest business with or waging war against others invariably leads to calamity.

David said...

Sexual jealousy is very common in all mammal species. It is to guard the male against wasting time and energy raising offspring that were fathered by another male when you were not looking. With that in mind, where along the evolutionary scale did the spiritual aspect to sex crop up? Homo erectus? Chimpanzee? Or is it a purely human phenomenon? (I don't actually expect an answer to that of course)
There is nothing wrong with rising above simplistic ideas about 'sinfulness' when it comes to sex, but being monogamous does not mean that one is mal-adjusted sexually.

Starmandala said...

David said: "... being monogamous does not mean that one is mal-adjusted sexually." Certainly not! Different strokes and so on. Have you ever noticed that those who tend to be more adventurous or experimental sexually rarely, if ever, cast aspersions or attempt to control the behavior of others; whereas those who subscribe to strict monogamy (and monotheism) can never resist trying to push for stiffer laws and harsher penalties against people who think and act differently?

David said...

I 100% agree. To paraphrase Christopher Hitchens:

"There is always a link between the sheer feebleness of an idea, and the fanatical certainty with which that idea is advanced'.

The 4000 year history on the Abrahamic faiths is summed up in that phrase for me.

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