Sunday, March 6, 2022

To Xandi Hoesch @ Alexandra La Rosee (3 February 1963 ~ 4 March 2022) with Limitless Love

At the Buddha Factory, Krabi, Thailand, 1987
Steamy days in the Rt Hon Armpit (1987)
Romantic moment on Thasos, Greece, with Rex as witness
(photo by Robert Russell)

7 Pesiaran Ampang Hilir, Kuala Lumpur, 1988
Pinky Baby, Pink Buddha & me (1987)
Waiting for the ferry in Koh Samui, 1987
At the Hoesch homestead in Chiemsee, February 2019
On horseback in August 2020

Email dated 6 March 2022 from Alexander La Rosee:

I am very sad to have to tell you, that my wife Xandi died two days ago. As you know Xandi had cancer. Unfortunatly we never met, but i know, that you were a very good and dear friend of Xandi. I am so sorry, that i have this sad knews for you. I certainly hope that you and your family are well.

Kindest regards


Dear Alexander, 

Thank you so much for letting me know that she has departed. If I recall correctly, Xandi had just turned 59? Interesting that when I was 59 (back in 2009) I almost left my body but was persuaded to return to witness these amazing, intense times.

I have asked Xandi many times to include you in the photos she occasionally sent. I wanted to see what the man she married looks like. But she never once obliged!

A few years ago she mentioned that you had taken her to a Steiner healing center (in Berlin?) I was happy to know you were open to Steiner's spiritual perspective.

You will always be included in my love for Xandi, which has endured at least two lifetimes (I once had a vision that she might have been the Pharaoh Amunhotep III, my father in that scenario!) But in this lifetime, she was a truly beautiful woman I absolutely loved when we met in 1986 and never stopped loving.

Bless you and thank you for being with her and taking good care of her all these years, Alexander. May your heart be light and joyful and not burdened with unnecessary sorrow.

For, in truth, we are immortal souls who enter and exit this worldly stage to learn and experience love in all its many-splendored expressions.

Your friend,

6 March 2022